I was very introspective. I guess I don't have much time to spend on those thoughts now. Perhaps surrounding myself with people constantly is a defense mechanism for me. But as I listen to Sarah Mclachlan's Good Enough this morning it creeps back in.
I'm not sure that many people "get" me. People see my abrasive exterior as being "sure" of myself when truely there's never been anything I've been less "sure" of. Even at my highschool reunion, these guys I considered friends were telling stories if the time they had crushes on me and me....till that day had no idea and can't understand why. I don't know what my husband sees in me. I wish I did.
There are so many people I have hurt bc of my issues with myself....*sigh*
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